It's over.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010, 2:22 AM

should i?

Should i confess or should i not?
I don't know what to do. I'm confused, very confused. I want to say, but i don't know how to say. I want her to be happy, but i'm not making her any happier. How can i do this to her?

Yes, i admit i love her, but why is it so hard? Whenever i find somebody i truely love/like, it never goes the way i want it to. Why can't God let me go my own way for once? This world is full of never ending mysteries,miseries,sadness,happiness,hatred,guilt,anger and love. This world is just to complicated. I want to end all miseries for my friends, but it's impossible. I want to walk down their lives together with them, but i know i have to let go. I can't hold on to them forever. It's a torture. I'm torturing everyone. Especially my friends.

What is truely the meaning of love?

Love can make one go crazy. Love can make one think of the other person everyday. Love can only be around when 2 people really love each other. It's hard to love, but once one finds someone who can truely understand, than the bond will be stronger than anything else.

For me,

Love is a wonderful and sweet feeling. To love someone will take alot of effort. Love tends to have jealousy, anger and happiness. Jealousy because we don't want to lose our love one. Anger because we love them, thats why we get angry. Happiness is only when 2 people can truely understand each other without asking.

I would give my everything, even my life for her. I would be at her side whenever she needs me. All i want to say is...i LOVE YOU!!!!

I'll write your name on every star i find.
I'll carry your name wherever i go to make it known to the world.
I'll be by your side when you need me.
I'll be with you even if it's just for a listening ear.
I'll do anything, even if it takes my life, for you.
I'll only say...
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

charmaine