It's over.

Thursday, August 12, 2010, 4:34 AM

to you ppl

Shane, i'm not perfect, Yok3y is not perfect either, nobody is. Everybody is equal, God made everybody equal. No one is better or weaker. There is always a weaker and stronger opponent. Shane, you are strong in other parts of life, stronger than the strongest people we know. There is always somebody at the end of the bridge waiting for you. I want to walk this life with you, but i know i can't. It's your life, you have to walk it yourself. Nobody but yourself. Like me, Yok3y and i won't be together forever, just another 3 months than it's farewell. What time do i have left? Time is short, it runs like the wind. It just goes on and on without waiting for us to catch up. Shane, there is always a little setback in life. Doesn't mean you are different, doesn't mean you are weaker. I always say that i'm weaker than anybody else, but i'm not. You have to prove it to yourself! Leaving your friends, won't bring back your previous life. Whats gone is gone, you can't bring it back. I'm always here for you, remember that, always!

Love you,
charmaine

Irina, i know you are having a hard time, but you have to let go, it's no point in waiting on for her. She won't care, i'm not saying this to hurt you, but you have to. It's true, i faced more in life than you. You can't fall deeper, because in the very end, you are the one that will suffer. Not her, not any of your friends, but you. You must face up to reality, it's the only way. I don't know what to do to persuade you, but i'm always here for you if you need a listening ear,a helping hand and of course,advises!

Love you,
charmaine

Yok3y,i don't know if you'll even read this, but i'll still post it. I'm sorry for wasting your effort into coming to my class when i didn't even talk. Really sorry. I will say it and i will write it, i confess, that i love you! :) You know that i love you more than anybody else, nobody can deny that, so can i. Ok, all i can is that, i won't let a chance slip pass me, because i'll hold on to the very end. You have given me the assurance that you won't let go. Thanks so much! I love you! Love you will all my heart. Charmaine.

Love you more than anything else,
charmaine